my life so far is eh ok
my ex moved away and is now thousand of miles away
im kinda happy about that
although im still hurting from him
it isnt safe to say that i can move on
i dont feel the need to be in a relationship
ive been doing alot of partying it seems that drinking
numbs my pain of losing something
when im sober i feel as if im empty
but when im drunk i dont pay attention to it
i know this sounds like i have a problem
and maybe i do but right now it is the only thing healing me
i lost my best friend sam all because she didnt think i tried
hard enough to stay her friend
and well if you know me then you know i do try to stay in touch
she wasnt trying because she is supposedly so fucking busy
yeah right she can take that busyness and shove it where the sun doesnt shine
i havent started school yet ill do that in the spring
well thats all that has heppened so yeah